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caitiezeephr33k — 2008-02-01T10:17:00Z

k i havent blogged in a while so here i go..

what the hell to talk about

oh yeah

I NEED A FUCKING SHARPIE PEN!! D:

im drawing on my binder with this regualr marker and it started to erase away and i screamed NOOOOOOO cause now my birdie is gone :(

i'll have to buy some tomorrow

OK!

i thought i'd never do this again

but im in a realtionship

with this guy

his anem is jakeh

and he was my former sexy pot head buddy <333 :)

and he actually likes me for me..not what style i am or whatever the fuck the cool thing is to do. the first time he saw me apparently the first thing in his mind was "omfg she's so fucking cute". which im glad that he calls me cute..not sexy or any of that bullshit.

this is what he said on his myspace profile about me: Cailtin is my baby everytime I look at her she makes me smile. She is a very random girl and I loves her for it. I've known her for about three years and I've been going out with her for only a couple weeks now, but I feel like I've known her my whole life she is so damn cute and adorable I just love everything about her and I just think about her all the time. I just want her to know that I love her and I will always be there for her even if I cant see her all the time I love her with all my heart and I am going to try my damn hardest to keep on loving her and be with her when she needs me the most. Even though her parents make fun of her and me for going out, I could care less her mom and dad love me cuz im Jakeh. I love you caitlin so so so fucking much and want to hold you in my arms so fucking badly!!! oh and if Caitlins friends are reading this....... I love all you random bastards too xD

i read that and my heart melted

he's so sweet..

but he lives in utah

for the moment

he's going to move up here in about a year or so..and he's coming to see me again this summer

yeey for caitie yeeeyy :D

that is all

peace homies peace

xxx

this really ticks me off -.-

caitiezeephr33k — 2007-12-31T16:15:00Z

when people think its SOOOOOOO cool to use the MSN messenger emoticon codes for myspace

so say you open a bulletin and find this

OMG!! I have a new boyfriend (Y) he is so great and so fucking hot and he's just so great(L)(L)(L)(L)(L) And next week he's having a party <:o) and i told him id be a sweet little girl if he let me come(A)(A)(A) and IM GOING WHEEEEE!!

me and him are going to be together forever (F)(L)(K)

.....

OK FIRST OF ALL!!!!! yeah its cool you got a boyfriend..

BUT IF YOU'RE GOING TO FUCKING USE MSN EMOTICONS USE IT IN MSN FOR CHRISTS SAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU KNWO WHAT (Y) ALSO STANDS FOR BESIDES THE ALL MIGHTY THUMBS UP SYMBOL?!?!?

ON CHATROOMS ITS USED TO REPRESENT BREASTS!!!!><"

for fuck sakes!!

AND ITS NOT THAT HARD TO DO THE SIMPLE ♥ OR THE <3

WHEN YOU NEED A GODDAMN HEART!!

gaah!! ><"

PS- Creature Feature's video for Buried Alive turns me on..why I do not know

Well,

caitiezeephr33k — 2007-12-31T15:50:00Z

another fucking shitty year passes by lets see what has happened to your fellow Phr33k this year:

-Technically failed gym class (53%) >_>"
-Was beaten up by thugs...2 times
-Went to the hospital more than 10 times
-Ended up in the ER
-Fell in Love
-Got my heart broken..LOOK ITS ON THE FLOOR IN TINY PIECES!!
-Balled my eyes out watching harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
-Balled my eyes out reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
-Told the guy at my school that I have the biggest crush on that I liked him
-Been taken away by Childrens Aid
-Went to therapy
-Went to a counsellor from childrens aid
-Carved 10 songs into my leg
-Saw Serj Tankian
-Touched Serj Tankian :) (it was nice btw :D.... he smiled at me )
-Gone through 6 bottles of Absinthe
-Somewhat got into a band
-Lost over 35 pounds (yeey!)

and last but not least

GOT TOTALLY WASTED AND ENDED UP IN BED NAKED WITH MY BEST FRIEND!! ><

Lets hope none of this happens ever again...

well except the weight loss, the band thing and um..touching serj tankian..cause thats just nice :D